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2 min readOct 22, 2026

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¹– gaslighting. this psychiatrist might have not meant to, and that larger population [where their education (which they mistake for their own intuition), so their perspective, comes from] delights in bullying by proxy.
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WOMEN SHOULDN’T HAVE TO BE ABSTINANT! ~ Katy Bentz
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1250/22-10-2026 (setting up to write a manuscript for the journal Anthropology and Humanism)– my original diagnosing psychotherapy guide {a psychiatrist [may distribute Rx], in this case} said, "Schizotypal is the most rare diagnosis in the DSM. Maybe, one or none of each generation is born with it."
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my next diagnosing psychotherapy guide {another psychiatrist} said, "I don’t know about Schizotypal; I would need to honestly interact with you more frequently than I can, to concur with that diagnosis. It seems, to me, that you have Chronic Neurotic Depression [a trait of Schizotypal which Veterans' Benefits Administration violently refuses to service-connect because either, to them, bullying in the military does not exist outside of mandatory Affirmative Action considerations or they’d rather 'be safe' and believe the larger of two populations—which unitedly insists that i am the problem, '... and this is how.’], and you must take care to disbelieve what appears to you to be your intuition¹."
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each subsequent diagnosing psychotherapy guide {all since} has said, "I’m a Specialist in Schizotypal {and i don’t understand how, if they might have otherwise never met one in their lifetimes}, and i’m a little dubious {as they should be because they might have never met one in their lifetimes, if not for me}," and i get to take the interview over and over and over again.
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... and not one of them thinks that i might have memorised the "eye chart", by now; maybe, because it is such a rare diagnosis, they yield to me the benefit of doubting that i had ever heard of Schizotypal before i was originally diagnosed with it.
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that is the problem with the Mental Health Care system, run by psychologists/psychiatrists; peer-diagnosis and peer-coaching, people [most, now, unknowingly] gaming the system to get all of these "Get Out Of Accountability Consequence-Free" cards—which, despite their misdirections, is why people demand Abortion Rights.

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Brandon E Bolhuis
Brandon E Bolhuis

Written by Brandon E Bolhuis

37+ years-worth of Anthropology self-education; participative, not speculative. | recently felt prompted to dust off my prose writing skills. | AI field-tester.