43-Today I woke up with a KNOWing…
It’s more like the movie Avatar than The Matrix, but we truly do have to unplug from 3D to get past this “zone” of stuck-ness.
It has been quite a journey to come out of my 5D amnesia, while still residing in my 3D reality.
The messages and clues from my Higher Self have come in the form of earworms all of my life, I just didn’t know it. I’d listen to the same song over, and over, and over, trying to hold onto the feeling it would arouse in my heart, never realizing that I was trying to Remember my Self.
When I finally started to plug those phrases of lyrics into Gematria a few years ago, along with excepts from my novels, the journey picked up momentum from there.
I’m not going to lie, this last phase of the game we’re all playing, called Being Human has been quite a stretch of mind-fuck. In this lifetime, I’ve believed I’ve been psychologically balanced (meaning unmedicated, with no real mental health issues), and able to deal with hardship without irreparably breaking… until the veil began to thin. I still haven’t shattered to a point of not being able to reclaim my senses, but… wow. Just, WOW.
The concept of dark magic was one that fascinated me, but it was always fiction, until I red-pilled in 2021. Then I began to See that it existed, and that I’d been affected by it for my entire life, through the manipulation of movies, music, celebrity influence, and politics. My rebelliousness had me questioning the institutions of education, medicine, taxes, and law fare, at least to the point of looking for ways to refuse to conform without putting myself in some sort of jeopardy. It seemed that my refusal to participate in those aspects of the Matrix were likely the reason why I struggled financially the majority of the time.
Recently, such Truths have been revealed to me as resulting from a phenomena known as binding spells, which have apparently been casted upon me by people I’ve trusted my whole 3D life, to keep me in a sluggish, stuck state of being. Having to Alchemize those feelings of betrayal has been rough, but I’ve done it. I believe many of us have, and our sloughing off of that snakeskin of heavy vibes has been instrumental in the elevation of Earth’s heartbeat, a.k.a. the Schumann Resonance.
We’re carrying each other along as we do our own work.
That skin shedding is the release of what so many perceive as a real being known as the devil 😈, which I still do not perceive as such, but as a spectrum of frequencies that feeds the temptation to act from our shadow side. It’s the dangling carrot 🥕 that lures us off our destined paths to memory recovery. It’s the distraction from the END GAME.
It really is all an illusion. Several layers of perception ago, I would have perceived a binding spell as a toxic relationship. I mean, whether thought of as a psychological or a psychic drain, they are the same thing in terms of frequency.
Other things that are the same thing, but perceived differently depending upon the layer of perception from which one is viewing, are concepts like vaccine injury, the existence of viruses, and karma. Every bit of each resides at a frequency that one can either resonate with, or not. If one senses no resonance, it cannot be perceived by that person. I took the vaccine against my better judgement, just before I’d Awakened enough to realize it was a low vibrational mechanism of control. Once I saw this, I literally Intended to vibrate it out of my system. And I did.
Now, to those who had not Awakened to this aspect of programming to induce fear, but to whom I’d wanted to emphasize the negativity of the Covid vaccines, I’d admitted to horrible physical indications of injury that I’d sustained. From my Expanded perspective, I view those injuries as necessary ascension symptoms. And, the problems have resolved completely, because I no longer believe they were tied to the jab.
Gematria time!
“A KNOWing…” is 94. There are so many entries on my spreadsheet that scream alignment with my KNOWing… namely, “My “WHY?,” “Heart chakra,” “Enlighten,” and “Surreal.”
“Avatar” is 63. So is “Eleven,” [11] which is the value of “Deb.” Just sayin’. But, I digress! There are the darker entries for 63, such as “Demonic,” “Witch,” and “Stain” 🤪. But also holding 63 are “Divine,” “Flashback,” “Soon,” and, oh! Lookee here: “KNOW.”
“The Matrix” is 118. The first 3 entries on Gematrix.org’s list for Simple and English Gematria are “Hell on Earth,” “Overnight,” and “Great Reset.” These are what I’ve known, because of groupthink, during my most recent stretch of accelerated ascension work.
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But now, I KNOW what the Matrix looks and feels like, without hesitation or question. Yes, yes, we’ve all heard that we’re living in hell and that ascension to Cryst Consciousness in 5D will take us to Heaven. But you have to KNOW this, and then that Great Reset happens Overnight. I KNOW it does.
I feel so calm in this KNOWing moment right now. I’m literally surrounded by the dark entities and energies that are struggling to keep me in 3D. It’s quite swampy where I am. The last-ditch efforts to keep me in fear have officially failed. I‘ve integrated the version of Self that my character Amy Stuart always embodied in my younger imagination. Now she’s a part of my Expanded, my newly connected Awareness, and Remembered Self.
“This “zone” of stuck-ness” is 268. So is “Participant of the Project.” BOOM💥
Man, this is getting ridiculously easy, here at the end of the journey. 😇
“The game we’re all playing, called Being Human” is 350. So is “Outer space is actually inner space…” That’s it! That’s the Key, the Answer, the path to Remembering Self!
And, that declarative statement is 616 in Gematria, as is “The Truth: There is real life beyond what we can see, hear, understand.” BOOM 💥.
“The concept of dark magic” is 197, a number that has shown up in many of my posts. It’s loaded with confirmations and dots. This journey of mine has included a session of “Removing the Vril,” via a “Dimensional Portal,” a.k.a. The V, which I’ve had a full loop of feelings about, and am now inclined to believe my Higher Self did indeed sign me up to participate in The Project / The Plan / and The V.
Also holding 197 are “🎶 Take It To The Limit 🎶” (Eagles’ song). “The letter in the air” (the V that I saw in the sky and in the Schumann), “Hold my intention” (which is the mantra I chant in Hawaiian 🌺), and “So many mirrors!” which have been instrumental in revealing the Truth, to help me Remember.
Not to be omitted for 197 are “Every last Secret,” “It’s now or never,” “We are the gatekeepers,” and “To be blunt: Game Over.” This last group, to me, encapsulates the entire journey of the characters in Images of Silence.
And finally, probably my favorite earworm ever, and one that I woke up with again today, from the Raspberries I Wanna Be With You: “🎶 Someday’s a long time 🎶.” The post I wrote about it was a fun one.
“Snakeskin of heavy vibes” is 242. So is “No more dangling carrots! 🥕” 😂. I loved that blogpost, too. Man, it’s been a journey. But, I digress! Also holding 242 are “Destination unknown,” “I allow the rebirth of me NOW,” “Master of the final Secret,” and “🎶 It’s where I find my Heaven 🎶” (lyrics from Where I Find My Heaven, performed by Gigolo Aunts on the Dumb and Dumber soundtrack.)
“A spectrum of frequencies” is 259. So are these 😈 aligned ones: “The controlled narrative” “MK Ultra trigger words,” and “The architect of the Matrix.” BOOM 💥.
But also holding 259 are “Regaining consciousness,” and two sets of lyrics: “🎶It’s gonna take a lot of love 🎶” (Nicolette Larson) and “🎶Every Little Step I Take 🎶” (Bobby Brown).
“END GAME” is 49. So are “XLM,” “Eagles,” and “The OA.” Each of these were catalysts to my END GAME. I didn’t go anywhere in my posts with The OA on Netflix, but I highly recommend it for messages and help connecting dots.
I’m ready to say, I’ll see y’all on the other side. 👋
It feels right.
Signing off!
DS Kirchen ~ cre8tvdeb
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