curse
idk what is wrong with me but i love to analyse the reason why someone make their decision, then i wonder why the reason could change from a pure one to just a selfish thing that fulfill them. is that a normal thing how fast the evil side of ur heart could take control. like when i watch laut bercerita i can’t even cry, im more than just sad .. im MAD and also curious why can people just obey a rule that hurt other person, someone’s child, why can someone be so heartless and it scare me that everyone can also be that heartless. my analyse start from maybe they get brainwashed or just a soul that easily get manipulate by .. power. i believe they also used to be the one whose a pure heart. if i watch from laut perspective i will cry but the whole time im watching im dizzy, busy with my mind wonder how can people hurt others but also it’s the part of their job, did the system Failed us?
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how can a soul that used to be so pure, now they obey a rule that violate human rights. i can’t even be mad more than this. it drained me. makes me fall for the sadness. im draining in my own curse can i just stop this empathy and just blaming those jerk that just did what the boss want. or even the boss who want this to happen he used to be just a pure soul.
is emphaty even a fucking curse to have. why i should understand, making excuses or even get sad for others' bad behavior. or just because ima naive who think every soul that born is pure? is this even a curse to feel to see everything with not just one perspective.
