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How Did I Get So Old So Fast?

5 min readMay 14, 2026

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I was in my 50s when it occurred to me that time was speeding up. The days had started to whizz by.

When I was a kid time seemed to pass by so slowly. The summer holidays would stretch on endlessly and I would look forward to getting back to school and seeing all my friends again. I was sick of hanging out with my annoying sisters.

Christmas would take forever to arrive.

A boring class at school seemed interminable.

There was always something on the horizon that seemed impossibly far off and my impatience meant that I squirmed with frustration. I seemed to be constantly waiting.

So, in my 50s when time started speeding up, I remarked on this to my aunt who was in her 80s by that stage and lived into her early 90s.

‘You’re telling me!’ she said. Paula was a keen gardener, and justifiably proud of her beautiful garden; she worked hard to keep it looking fabulous.

‘I go out into my garden after breakfast — and next thing I know, the sun’s going down!’

I giggled at the notion.

But it’s true, and the older I get the more time seems to speed up.

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Bridget Stella Ruxton Wilson
Bridget Stella Ruxton Wilson

Written by Bridget Stella Ruxton Wilson⁠

I write about love, addiction, attachment, and recovery. Addictions therapist. Thoughtful essays, no easy answers. Very serious about my adorable cats and puppy

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